blackout
WHY
must I feel
Everybody’s
E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G
as though
we are C_O_N_N_E_C_T_E_D
by circuitry
thousands of extension cords
jumbled chaos
intertwined
buzzing super highways with
only one exit
MY
BRAIN
I blink
I breathe
I gasp
I cry
and I wait
and I pray
for a
blackout
sudden darkness
still and
quiet
blown transformers from
overloaded circuits
halting the buzz
to a
whisper
I stretch and
try to catch my
breath
try to breathe
fully
in the shelter of
candlelight
craving oxygen to the
deepest
corners of my
lungs
resting in the
quiet
ears healing from the constancy
of the world that surrounds
me
gathering the
grace
and the
peace
and the
strength
I will need
until
the next
blackout